Change

I feel like I'm in this weird spot in life right now.

I went through a period of time a few months ago where I didn't want to be around a lot of people, because of some hard times I was going through. I was fine one on one, but being around a lot of people, who might ask me a lot of questions, was just overwhelming.

Soon after that, we experienced some big changes at our church. It's been an adjustment and a lot of things have changed in good (and maybe some not as good) ways.

Since then, I've had a hard time finding my place. We have had some recent changes in the Bible study we do and the men's Bible study Josh attends has also shifted and changed.

With so much change, I always wonder what it's going to bring. Is it going to be a rough time of change or a good one? Is there a lot more change coming or is this about it?

It's been hard for us to find our place this past few years because many of our friends have kids...and we don't yet. We have quite a few friends that don't have kids as well, but it's just hard sometimes being the only ones at an event without kids.

So, in short, life is just different right now.

I'm hoping to be starting a women's Bible study again sometime in the near future. I really miss and need that connection with other women and I'm excited for what this opportunity will bring.

I'm also looking forward to my birthday next week. I always enjoy spending time with friends and family, so it will be fun to be able to do that.

And, Josh and I have a couple of really fun things planned in the next couple of months. I am incredibly excited about both and can't wait to share more about them.

So, life may be weird and different and changing a lot right now, but it's still good. I just need to remember Who to keep my focus on in the midst of all of this change, and I will be fine.