Matters of the Heart

I haven't blogged since I shared my story on here.
Every time I've logged on, thinking, hmm...maybe I'll blog today...I just can't seem to "top" the blog with my story. While I think it is ridiculous that I am worried about "topping" a blog, it's been an issue. So today, I am moving past that thought and going back to blogging when I want to, about what's going on, instead of feeling like I have to blog about something B.I.G.
Since I did blog about my story, I have opened up a bit more to other people. I still have not shared it with everyone that I know I should share with...but I have started. I also haven't really been thinking about getting pregnant all that much, which has been good. But, this week has been different. I have been thinking about it a bit more. I don't know why, but it's been on my mind. I guess it's reassuring...I thought the desire itself was going away for awhile there...so I am glad it hasn't. It's just a much healthier, more I'm-trusting-God-now desire.
On a separate note, I am SO excited for the next couple of weeks. My beautiful friend and her amazing family are coming here for a week...and then three days later, Josh and I are hopping on a plane to spend 5 days with them in Colorado!! I am SO looking forward to spending time with them. It makes my heart so happy to think that I get to give her a giant hug in less than 48 hours! I also get to watch two sweet couples get married next Saturday...and let me tell you, I am SO ready to get my dance on! It is going to be such an A-MAZ-ING couple of weeks.
And...I started work three weeks ago! I am lovin' being a working wife again. I work in a classroom full of bright, energetic, sweet kindergarteners. I seriously didn't know how much I love that age. They are so much fun! I am specifically working with one little girl and she is such a joy to be around. I thought working with her would be hard, but it has been a blast. I have been much more tired in the afternoons and I had a cold earlier this week, but it's all been worth it.
I know there will be many more blogs to come :)